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Feeling Comfortable in my Own Skin

Growing up (we) my family and I didn’t have much. My siblings and I were bullied, and I didn’t have a lot of friends because I was too afraid to be hurt by anyone else. I didn’t trust anyone, and I kept quiet to not attract any attention to myself. I never knew why I…
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Doesn’t feel like a party – 10/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up not wanting to commute to work. I had to because I have committed to help an MD’s assistant to put a birthday party together for her boss. He’s really well liked and popular and I agree. I picked up a couple custom cakes for the party.…
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Facing more bad news – 10/28/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I started working at 8:20am this morning. Had a little late start to my work day. I took my time and took a deep breath and prayer before I got my day started. I feel I’m in a nightmare, this really happens at work and to me. I question…
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The bad news – 10/27/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I pray often and have faith that God leads me in the right direction and to allow me to make the best decisions at work because I really don’t have a lot of support. I’m single-handedly operating on my own. There is not any other experience of project management…
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Friday reflection – round and round we go – 10/24/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. My performance evaluation is coming up. I evaluated myself already and it’s weird because I didn’t get any feedback and I wasn’t sure how to answer the questions or the process because it’s my first cycle going through it at this organization. I’m sort of anxious because my boss…
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Focus – 12/30/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I put together what I feel I should do in the New Year – 2026. I hope 2026 brings new beginnings, continuation of your passion, and happiness or anything we desire and want to accomplish. All the Best!
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Past due – morning fires – 10/23/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I didn’t have good sleep last night and woke up with a bad headache. I’m also taking medication for a tooth ache and makes me sleepy 🥱 too 😪. I have a pending dental appointment because I seem to have an infection under a tooth at the back of…
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Inexperience wins – 10/22/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Unbelievable! I’m asked to do more for this person to help. It’s difficult to understand and do when I wasn’t given the same support. I struggled and had to find answers on my own. “MM” the payroll lady continues to get the payroll wrong, wrong dates and wrong account.…
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Friday reflection – standards and expectations – 10/17/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The communication is lacking and has been since I got there majority due to the way the department is structured. The training lacks, the people are not the right person for the role, and the expectorations and standards are not high for anyone. I come from having been trained…
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A sticky situation – 10/16/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Her energy is draining and this lady “MM” is trying to hide the truth and we’re not seeing eye to eye. I’m moving through the energy and she’s still asking for me to watch her do her work?! She believes it’s my duty to sit on Teams and watch…
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Dealing with high emotions – 10/15/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. ✅ Today was running with high emotions from others. Everyone is so hot headed today and even had my first argument with the payroll lady. Although not shocking I am proud I held back from being harsh, but I was also honest, logical, without emotion, but WOW 🤯! People…